Ain't you glad you didn't Quit?
This question.. Ain’t you glad you didn’t quit?... it will always hold a big spot in my life for the rest of it.. the only person that I told what type of shape I was in asked me that.. and I can still hear them saying it.. they was my rock and I appreciate them being there for me like they was.. Yes I am so glad I Didn’t.. I’m going to be honest.. at one point I was at my crossroad... and it looked very very bad.. but all I knew is was no matter how miserable I was all I wanted was to go to heaven even if my life never worked out.. I’m telling y’all it was not easy.. at all.. I laid awake many many nights crying and just fighting with all I had... and I would never wish it on anybody to come to that point.. but today.. I sit here.. I still have my hope in my heart.. and the Lord blessed my life in a blink of an eye.. literally it changed so quick it amazes me.. The devil had me convinced if I would just quit I would be happy and my life would work out.. and showing me how it could be etc.. well looking back now... I see how he had me trapped, tormented, and blinded... and a few short month later my prince came and rescued me.. just a few days before I was at my worse... (we called it off for some reasons and then the devil set in harder on me then he had ever set in because he knew what was about to happen..) and of course he came back just a few days later.. and our life began to fall into place.. I am so beyond happy.. God blessed my life greatly...
I also wanted to share just a bit of our story...
During revival season I went to Briarforks revival.. I wasn't planning on going at all... It was a far drive and I didn't know anything about the area... Well I had someone ask me to take them so I told them I would.. So off we went.. we was running late.. So when we got there I was in the foyer.. And they made this guy testify.. When they did I seen this cute guy.. and out of the blue the thought hit me.. "that one is yours" well you could of slapped me silly no way on earth this guy would give me the time of day.. Well I chalked that up to ok that was just me.. Well in November this guy started messaging me out of the blue and I knew something was different and I even told someone this just feels different.. Well we went on our first "Date" as a game night as Miguel says at "Grannnny's" house.. That night I knew... and I wasn't evening thinking about a few months prior to that thought...
time rocked on.. We went to see Christmas lights one Friday night.. and well just a few days later.. My world seemed to stop.. Miguel had to think something out because he still had this one girl on his mind and didn't feel like it was fair to me... I cried many tears... I didn't understand I knew this was different... then a few days later he txted me... and asked me to pray... well I did and the next day I just asked him how he was... ( i NEVER would just txt a guy I didn't want to chase them..) Well we was supposed to be going to my company dinner that Saturday night and I had the thought.. Tell him the invite is still open... I wasn't going to do it... I fought it and fought it hard... But I finally just did... And then he decided he would come on and invited me to his company Christmas... And from then on he talked and txted me every morning... Well we kept going on our "free dates" lol which was Pappy and Grannys house.. Working in the chicken house and what ever we could do together.. Miguel loved those chickens LOL... I personally think he was planning on eating them NOT...
Well On December 23rd... WE was sitting in the kitchen.. He gave me his class ring to wear on my necklace and asked me to be his girlfriend... Not even a week later we was on the phone... he told me "Brittany Marie Forshee I love you" Me I couldn't say it right then... I knew I loved him... But I had never told a guy that I loved them well not in that way.. I never wanted to tell guys that.. I just wanted to tell the right one that.. SO I told him.. I think I know but I just can't say it yet... Well Corny me wrote it to him in a letter.. and gave it to him when we went out on a date a few days later.. he was in shock... lol but he said I didn't "say it" and stubborn me wasn't going to just say it because he said that... That night when he walked me to the car.. He was telling me good night and he loved me.. I told him I loved him and he stood there dumbfounded.. which was great lol... WE both knew that the Lord put us together... a lot of praying and such... a few weeks later.. Jan 12th.. I was told we was going to get some vases out of the church (they was in there just to get me there lol) I walk in the church door and i see something glowing I'm like what is up.. I turn the corner.. and there stood Miguel all these signs and flowers and candles... He asked me to marry him... Of course I said yes... then the planning began.. lol 4 months... Laughs tears and all... Then on April 6th.. I walked down the same alter to become his wife... The love of my life... and my dream wedding.. Pic are to come soon! Our life has just began.. there is so much to tell... but for another time...
I also wanted to share just a bit of our story...
During revival season I went to Briarforks revival.. I wasn't planning on going at all... It was a far drive and I didn't know anything about the area... Well I had someone ask me to take them so I told them I would.. So off we went.. we was running late.. So when we got there I was in the foyer.. And they made this guy testify.. When they did I seen this cute guy.. and out of the blue the thought hit me.. "that one is yours" well you could of slapped me silly no way on earth this guy would give me the time of day.. Well I chalked that up to ok that was just me.. Well in November this guy started messaging me out of the blue and I knew something was different and I even told someone this just feels different.. Well we went on our first "Date" as a game night as Miguel says at "Grannnny's" house.. That night I knew... and I wasn't evening thinking about a few months prior to that thought...
time rocked on.. We went to see Christmas lights one Friday night.. and well just a few days later.. My world seemed to stop.. Miguel had to think something out because he still had this one girl on his mind and didn't feel like it was fair to me... I cried many tears... I didn't understand I knew this was different... then a few days later he txted me... and asked me to pray... well I did and the next day I just asked him how he was... ( i NEVER would just txt a guy I didn't want to chase them..) Well we was supposed to be going to my company dinner that Saturday night and I had the thought.. Tell him the invite is still open... I wasn't going to do it... I fought it and fought it hard... But I finally just did... And then he decided he would come on and invited me to his company Christmas... And from then on he talked and txted me every morning... Well we kept going on our "free dates" lol which was Pappy and Grannys house.. Working in the chicken house and what ever we could do together.. Miguel loved those chickens LOL... I personally think he was planning on eating them NOT...
Well On December 23rd... WE was sitting in the kitchen.. He gave me his class ring to wear on my necklace and asked me to be his girlfriend... Not even a week later we was on the phone... he told me "Brittany Marie Forshee I love you" Me I couldn't say it right then... I knew I loved him... But I had never told a guy that I loved them well not in that way.. I never wanted to tell guys that.. I just wanted to tell the right one that.. SO I told him.. I think I know but I just can't say it yet... Well Corny me wrote it to him in a letter.. and gave it to him when we went out on a date a few days later.. he was in shock... lol but he said I didn't "say it" and stubborn me wasn't going to just say it because he said that... That night when he walked me to the car.. He was telling me good night and he loved me.. I told him I loved him and he stood there dumbfounded.. which was great lol... WE both knew that the Lord put us together... a lot of praying and such... a few weeks later.. Jan 12th.. I was told we was going to get some vases out of the church (they was in there just to get me there lol) I walk in the church door and i see something glowing I'm like what is up.. I turn the corner.. and there stood Miguel all these signs and flowers and candles... He asked me to marry him... Of course I said yes... then the planning began.. lol 4 months... Laughs tears and all... Then on April 6th.. I walked down the same alter to become his wife... The love of my life... and my dream wedding.. Pic are to come soon! Our life has just began.. there is so much to tell... but for another time...
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